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Where To Begin

by Noella Choi

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1.
I HEARD IT ALL BEFORE Oh ya, I heard it all before I'm the one that you've been waiting for And it's good for a while Or am I in denial? 'Cause if I was all that wonderful then I Shouldn't be that forgettable And you'd want to be with me instead of making excuses Over and over and over again The names would change But the story always ends the same I'm caught in this game And they take and they take and I'm taken again Still I give knowing that it always ends the same Oh I'm tired of this game V2 It feels like I never get a chance This thing that they call romance Is just make believe When you made me believe You're so good at telling lies Convinced me that you're not that guy Oh, but then you leave With some weak made-up reason why Over and over and over again The names would change But the story always ends the same I'm caught in this game And they take and they take and I'm taken again Still I give knowing that it always ends the same Oh I'm tired of this game Over and over and over again The names would change But the story always ends the same I'm caught in this game And they take and they take and I'm taken again Still I give knowing that it always ends the same Oh I'm tired of this game So tell me something that I haven't heard before
2.
What can I do to make you understand? I know that your heart is filled with good intent. I know that you worry and I know that you care but it's too much to bear. What can I say to make it all okay? I'm not trying to push you away. You ask me these questions and I answered before but it's not what you're looking for. You see only what you want to. But if you love, you'd set me free. There are some things I have to figure out. But I can't tell you what it's all about. I have to face it and face it alone. That's just how it goes. Always feels like an uphill climb but I'm asking you just one more time. It's not a betrayal. It's what I need. Can't you just concede? You see only what you want to. But if you love, you'd set me free. Please set me free. What can I do? What can I do?
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Stay 04:42
4.
I'm older now. But I don't feel much smarter than 5 years ago. I should know. All that I've learned Still I fear I'll make the same mistakes again. It never ends. Now I just go on as if nothing is wrong. A lie I tell myself. The pain and regrets They won't let me be. When I think of you, I'm right back at the very start when we were young and just begun. Though time has gone by But it doesn't change a thing. We tried our best. We had our chance. Now I just go on as if nothing is wrong. A lie I tell myself. The pain and regrets They won't let me be. Tell me... It's over now... oh... It's over now... I'm older now. But I don't feel much smarter than 5 years ago. But I should know. Now I just go on as if nothing is wrong. A lie I tell myself. The pain and regrets They won't let me be. Let me be... But only time will tell When the pain and regrets will ever let me be.
5.
In the perfect light, your silhouette in silver lining Softly glows. Your hand so gently there caresses my face Hours fill the glasses full. It doesn't mean a thing Not as long as you hold me, dear, within your gaze When I wasn't looking Was when you came along I feel myself awaking The horizon glimmers with the blush of dawn Carry me upon your breath just a little longer You, with your fingertips, trace where a sigh escapes Soon the morning dressed in gold, we'll rise to its call Until then just hold me close, so close in your embrace Here we are in between the end and the beginning Let's forget what came before or where we are to go I had my hesitations I never thought it would be Beyond my expectations Somehow you have a hold on me In the morning light, your silhouette against the curtains Draw them close and leave the busy streets down below Everything just falls aside. It's you and me today May this moment linger on into an afterglow. But for now just hold me close into the day.
6.
So many reasons we shouldn’t be here. You make it hard to refuse. Logic suspends whenever you’re near. Ya I know that's just an excuse. Lie here for a little while. And colour that faded smile. Oh please, let’s just stay this way Tomorrow can wait. Tomorrow can wait. Why did you come here and knock on my door When you know that I'll let you in. it just leaves wanting more And in the end nobody wins. Intertwined in our embrace. Letting go is the hardest part. But we soon will have to face The truth in our hearts. The truth in our hearts, oh I'm coming back down I'm coming back down onto the ground I'm coming back down I'm coming back down onto the ground Oh.. Oh... All we do is cheat ourselves. When we hide the truth so well We both know how far we fell. Now it’s time to land. It’s time to end it. I'm coming back down I'm coming back down onto the ground I'm coming back down I'm coming back down onto the ground Oh.. Oh... Onto the ground
7.
Forgive me, Love sometimes I take too much and although I try to control my selfish heart, I'm Caught in between of my wants and my needs I struggle to fight it but still I'm divided and I'm weary from what I've seen Consider how reality meets your ideals try to explain what is there to gain when you're Caught in between of your doubts and beliefs you struggle to fight it but still you're divided and you're jaded from what you've seen What to do when It's bigger than you and me It's never so easy We could risk it all and lose it all. 'Cause nothing here in life is free. Caught in between all the worlds we conceived we struggle to fight it but still we're divided and we're bleary from what we've seen What will we find in the end in the face of consequences We struggle to fight it somehow we'll survive it All we need is time As we walk down this line Please forgive me as I learn to live.
8.
Here I sit across from you. Where to begin Right now I can feel the silence crawl on my skin. There's something about this that I can not shake. And only so much more that I can take. I just can't win. You promised that you'd always tell me the truth. As I lie here listening to your words, I can't move. There's so much that I want to say. But all these thoughts are getting in the way I'm losing you 'Cause you never really know what you've got until it all unfolds I'm all in knots. Unravel me, expose my mind is running 'round in circles 'Cause I'm caught up in whirl, in rising tides. You're storming through my world And took me by surprise I'm lost for words deep inside You're just trying to make it right and make it fair I'm still trying to grasp your words that hang in the air I stare out the window while you pace the room Waiting for me to speak. But i'm consumed in losing you 'Cause you never really know what you've got until it all unfolds I'm all in knots. Unravel me, expose my mind is running 'round in circles 'Cause I'm caught up in whirl, in rising tides, You're storming through my world And took me by surprise I'm lost for words deep inside Here inside... What I need Is just to breathe. As I'm trying to comprehend Work it out until it all makes sense If only I can find the words lost inside Here I sit across from you. Where to begin

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released November 25, 2012

All songs written by Noella Choi except STAY & FORGIVE ME, LOVE by Noella Choi & Kristina Miyasaki.
All songs produced & mixed by Wayne Young with Assistant Mixer Johnny Wong except I HEARD IT ALL BEFORE, WHAT CAN I DO & STAY by Noella Choi; FORGIVE ME, LOVE by Mark Wong.
Noella Choi: Vocals, Guitar, Keys, Programming.
Mark Wong: Keys & Additional Programming.
Ross MacIntyre: Double Bass on I HEARD IT ALL BEFORE & WHAT CAN I DO.
Mastered by George Graves, Lacquer Channel Mastering.

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